Angel-Eyez

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Red Ribbons and Ruby Lipstick by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Red Ribbons and Ruby Lipstick

.:There's a fine line to be drawn Between beautiful and artificial:. And it's crossed over blindly every day By little girls with greatly increasing cuts on their hearts And ponytails tied with ribbons still in their hair Because somewhere along the way The innocent red ribbon is replaced With enticing ruby lipstick and ebony liner Penciled obscenely over their eyes. And teddy bears are tossed aside As masculine forms fill the void caused by The soft fur of their favorite childhood friend I'd like to know where all of the ribbons go And if they wrap themselves around the throats Of the long forgotten plush animals Hiding in th

Untitled by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Untitled

Her stomach flipped inside of itself as he pulled up next to her and smiled casually. 6:27. Almost a half an hour late. She over-inhaled a breath of air and opened her car door, slamming it hard and running toward the passenger seat of his dirty, tan Corolla. The rain clung to her auburn hair and pelted towards her; she closed the door quickly as a shield, and turned to him. "Hey." There was nothing much else to say. They were there for a reason, unspoken, but known to the both of them, and they definitely were not going to be deterred by useless conversation. She was nervous, and to be honest she really didn't understand why. This wasn't th

Still Here by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Still Here

He always raised his eyebrows drastically and tilted his head at an upward angle when he passed me down the hallway. His left hand was usually tucked casually into his pocket, and I'd assumed it was to keep his pants from falling, though they hung so low that it wouldn't have made any noticeable difference. I never understood it, because you would never see him anywhere without a belt; he had two in particular: his favorite was the thick black leather strap covered in large pointed studs. But he also liked the golden Texas emblem belt. He had lived in Texas as a little kid, right outside of Austin. You had to remember it was Austin, not Hous

Without You by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Without You

He said: She said: When I left When you left You waved at me casually While the rancid air Whipped across your face And it made Your eyes water My eyes watered And I tried to choke it down Pretend you meant Nothing

Escape by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Escape

Cloudy day. Exit 8. Four to go. The rain's falling down In swift beads of escape And that's exactly what you're doing Escaping You press on the gas a little more Because it makes you feel free To leave behind What you've caused Well, it's okay I'm old enough to Understand When I'm the one left behind I'll clean up the mess you made You could always count on me. And you can't handle the sound Of my voice Resounding through your mind When I whispered that I'd love you Forever In your ear. So you turn up the music and Scream out the song To choke the words I uttered From existence. But they're not goi

.Forget.Me. by Angel-Eyez, literature

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.Forget.Me.

It's hard to admit That there's a part Of my kiss Still lingering On your lips As you place them softly against hers And I'm not trying to say That I need you Cause I don't I don't need you [or even want you anymore] It's quite the opposite What I'm trying to say is that It hurts. A lot. And it's going to take much more Than time to Sew the stitches in my heart Again There are so many Shattered pieces Of my reflection That I have lost to .your prostitution. How can I look in the mirror anymore? When so much of who I am Is gone. (Where's the innocence I used to Sm

:New Strength: by Angel-Eyez, literature

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:New Strength:

Empty- The air in my body has been ripped away I've run from you until my legs collapse Getting nowhere Life in general doesn't Take me very far These past few days (Only 7 more to go) I've convinced myself that the Air will be a little cleaner When you're gone And I can't wait to breathe purity once again Let it fill my lungs And spill over my eyes In droplets of release Ironic to finally understand That in your absence I'll be whole Because I'm broken with Your eyes on my back And your name on the Tip of my lips Victory is so close- Just beyond my reach As you dangle the key to my freedom Above my heart :I'm s

Evidence of A Broken Heart by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Evidence of A Broken Heart

I held my breath And pleaded with the Scalding water To pour harshly onto my shoulders I wanted to burn the memories Needed to wash you out of my mind Off of my skin Out of my heart And I pressed against the place on my hip Where your hands had held me firmly- Tried to rub your fingerprints away And rinse them Down The drain Too much evidence of the broken heart I gave you to destroy I counted the number Of times I'd run back to you With the tears that slid softly Down my porcelain skin And fell In the same places your kisses Had been placed on my body My silent cries to heaven formed a vapor Of

Downfall :You Have Me: by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Downfall :You Have Me:

The moon outside My window shines discreetly Through the curtains Onto our hidden thoughts And it winks at me reassuringly- Our secret's safe Whisper words of unrestraint Force me sweetly, ill give in to you I'm Falling.. And you're the sweetest temptation Known to my lips The forbidden sin I cherish .:I know I have you:. I can feel your smooth hands Against my skin …won't open my eyes I can't let this disappear Let your imagination take you there I've never desired anything This way, this much Uncontrollable Insatiable My favorite mistake- Be my downfall .:You have me:.

Confession I by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Confession I

The wind outside was rigid and cold, and it made me shiver violently each time the door was opened. But I didn't care much. You were there, right before me now, and it was all I could do to keep myself from staring into your blue eyes. I loved your eyes. They had been what attracted me most to you. Our conversation was simple, in a way dull. Your words were almost nothing, but you still spoke everything I wanted to hear. The growing tension hung in the air between us. I didn't utter a word about it, though it was constantly in my mind. I looked up into your face and smiled casually. My eyes traced the shape of your face to your nose, your m

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Wait by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Wait

I wait The dim reflection f a d e s to utter darkness and the air becomes thick with a haunting memory as I wait, I wait Why are you running from the unkown I breathe quietly while you become distant Just wait, I wait A tear slides down my colorless cheek I know I am alone yet I wait, I wait My lungs are empty The rush is gone and I feel my heart in my head you're not going to let it end you'll force this to the finish so I wait, just wait I'm holding my head high this time and teaching myself to breathe I turn harshly i will never look back Just wait, just wait I am NOT waiting ....anymore....

Forgave Me by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Forgave Me

It seems endless The line of people stretches beyond the luminous sky I know most of these faces I wish i didn't Gasping for breath I step forward The guilt is overwhelming me As they each whisper thier bitter resent I see him step closer And I look him in the eye just for a moment "you seduced me" He mutters I'm so sorry.... I turn away Ashamed. And continue to walk on A broken girl steps out and grabs my arm tightly "You judged me" Her eyes are full of tears One by one they approach me "You lied to me".... "You rejected me"... "You resented".... ....."mocked".... ...."gossipped about me".... I fall to my

Adam by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Adam

I know a boy names Adam He's O so very fun He's always got a super tan From time spent in the sun And when he talks he makes us laugh We often pee our pants We try and try to hold it but He's so funny we just can't O I know this boy named Adam He's such a good nice fellow His hair is dark brown...almost black And me? Well, mine is yellow So this concludes my song of him I'm very sad to say But I shall continue on with it One very special day

Hate you by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Hate you

I hate you Everything about you Make up your mind You tell me "No"- That it's... not right And push me Away But once I turn You call me ..."Wait!" And pull me in Closer-this-time I hate your little game Why do I play it? What makes you think You can control me And what the HELL Makes you think That you can... forget... this Grow up. Admit it. Stop denying STOP! What are you trying to prove? That I'm a whore? Fuck you! Tell me... What did you achieve From belittling me through your own selfish lies? I hate you. Everything.. About.. You

Belong by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Belong

Spinning Out of control This is complete ChAoS I don't belong here I'm so lost Out of LORTNOC I am complete c h a o s..... No one should belong here Praying Utter Control This is finally f r e e d o m I dont belong there

Letting Go by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Letting Go

Clutching my beauitful flower close to my chest, I struggled upwards. It was raining, and the drops mixed well with my salty tears. I had never felt so utterly alone. I let my head hang low- I had not the strength nor the will to face this bitter world. Around me, the wind blew vigorously, whispering hints of my defeat into my ears. I pushed forward, harder...faster...as if to fight back. But it was of no relevance. Inside, I knew the wind's cold mockery to be true. As the edge became more visable, I looked down at my precious rose. Though it held beauty, the petals were wilting and it was drowning in the pouring rain. I closed my eyes tigh

Strong Enough by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Strong Enough

I am strong enough It's not impossible To win Defeating these demons Overtaking me Why is it so hard to breathe? Everyone's watching me But I don't even realize You are no different. You just don't know it yet These monsters The creatures smothering me They abide in you as well Breaking through- I see them in you I will NOT be defeated This nightmare... It will disappear Be forced to nothing Soon enough I know Everything will be alright This screaming fake reality It'll pass away I am strong enough I am strong enough Tell me that I am strong enough....

Remember by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Remember

I caught my heart In my throat and held my breath Afraid it would burst from within I remember the way you looked at me then It was so strange I finally belonged In a family- functional But I remember how much you hated me Hot tears Cascaded over my eyes Touching the tip of my nose I didn't understand, what had I done I remember the first time You wrapped your arms Around my fragile form And told me you loved me I cried then, I love you too Bitter cold turned To fresh spring And as the seasons changed I remember So did your love I pushed away I was strong and bold I didn't need your help I remember you never let g

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Wallowing in myself by bittersweetpoet, literature

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Wallowing in myself

I was strong, until I walked into the familiar, and comforting space of my bedroom. I was strong, until just outside that golden trim to my door. But once inside- I completely fell apart. The green walls around me began to spin, and didn't stop until I felt so nauseated that I had to sit down on my orange knitted rug. I closed my eyes for a split second and let the tears spill over top my sockets, down my warm cheek. Puffy eyed and quivering lips, I silently cry in the center of my room. Even I, don't want to claim this baggage now. I just need to understand you so badly. I want you to open up and let me in. I w

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Without You by Angel-Eyez, literature

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Without You

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 19 years
myspace.com/littleweather
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Current Residence: Sweet Home Alabama
Favourite genre of music: Alternative mostly, but I listen to everything under the sun
Favourite photographer: Mr. Aaron Shapiro
Shell of choice: Seashell
Skin of choice: Pale
Favourite cartoon character: Mr. Bubbles
Personal Quote: Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Favourite Movies

Moulin Rouge, Blow, Boondock Saints

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Third Eye Blind and Jack Johnson

Favourite Games

Clue

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My mistakes, my dreams, my mind

Other Interests

Writing ~ Love(Its really all you need) ~ The extraordinary

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Angel-Eyez

May 28, 2007

Back from the dead??

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I cant believe its been just about 2 years since I stopped posting on this site. How does one update the last two years of their life in one journal entry? I'll give it a shot... Well. I married the man that most of my bitter, heartbroken poetry was written about. Casey. Yeah,  him. He is my husband =) I guess when you come across someone in your life that makes you feel with a passion that he does, its not just an angsty poet's words put on paper. It's meant to be. I waited for him all through his year of service in Iraq, and when he came back we got married. I moved halfway across the country with him, started a new life, and we are exp

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Angel-Eyez

Jun 25, 2005

So This is Fun

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INSTRUCTIONS 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. CAPS the things that are true about you. 3. Whatever you don't CAPS is false. 01. WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I MADE ALOT OF BAD CHOICES 02. I DON'T WATCH MUCH TV 03. I love olives 04. I LOVE SLEEPING 05. I OWN ALOT OF BOOKS 06. I WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS 07. I love to play video games (video games are petrifying) 08. I'VE TRIED MARIJUANA 09. I'VE WATCHED PORN MOVIES 10. I have been in a threesome 11. I'VE BEEN THE PSYCHO EX IN A PAST RELATIONSHIP 12. I THINK HONESTY IS USUALLY THE BEST POLICY 13. I have acne free skin 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I CURSE FREQUENTL

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Angel-Eyez

Jun 15, 2005

Welcome to my life

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So here's my life as of lately: I'll give you a quick play by play. *Having a serious relationship isn't all it's made out to be. At least when you're not as serious as the person you're in the relationship with. It's also not so cool when you tell him an important part of your life and who you are and he rejects it. Thus, my serious relationship has collapsed, leaving new prospects in its place. Which brings me to my next point. *Having a girlfriend is currently looking better (at least in my situation) than a boyfriend. Yes, you heard me correctly. Girlfriend. *Our school must hate us in a serious way because everyone else is pretty much

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you have a lovely gallery
your way with words is amazing

DailyDeath

May 19, 2005

Just stopping by to tell you how much your support has meant to me. I know that without you being here, I couldn't be anywhere near who I am today. You're love, encouragement, and truthfulness has brought you into my heart and I love you all.

Thank you for every single thing you do.

Love always,
Jess

girlchildAGL0W

Mar 30, 2005

thanks very much for the fave and the watch!

MutedIllusion

Feb 25, 2005

Hey, my sweet.

I hope you are doing well.

Entwined-Forever

Feb 25, 2005

Thanks for the fave on "Saying, No". and the watch!